Happy New Year 2012

I'll make this short. Azam tahun baru mok size sluar jean 27! Sapa tauk tahun tok blh jadi kurus!! Lejuk nengar asl nemu aunty msti mdh 'gemok na ktk sha'. This year mok dgr cdak mdh mcm tok gk "kurus dh ktk sha". HaHa! So let's accept the challenge! Hehe..

hell-oooooo!

well hellooooo! it's been a long time since my last update rite? huhu well,let's get used to it since i made up my mind no matter how bz i am, i won't delete my blog cuz i syg this blog so much. *wink* i will update it whenever i want though it took a lot of time to update new post since i'm bz haha. i wonder like how other people like students can update their blogs everynite?! how did they do that?? like they don't sleep?? k nuff said.

since my twitter doesn't have privacy anymore cuz i follow so many cousins, close friends so it feels like i'm not that open to expose my feeling there anymore. so my last choice is blog! i need u rite now as my punching bag. hahhhhhh.. hehe. fb?? ohhh dh dianak tirikan juak.. just post gambar and check in.. nothing personal there anymore!

well rite now i'm so mad at him while doing my assignments and i cannot focus bcoz of this stupid thing running in my mind! it's  like we're not couple but we fight like we're in a relationship.. boy i'm tired.. we can't confess each other's feeling becoz ahmmmm... the boundary between us that i can't tell.. this boundary that sometimes keep us distance and this fight is not worth it coz i know that we don't belong to each other. i know he knew it so am i..  i need to move on.. God pliz give me the stregth.. i wanna be happy.. this happy feeling with him it's just temporary and fantasy.. it's not real. wake up!! *facepalm!*

p/s: now i can focus on my assignments! thx for being a great listener dear blog! muah.

LIFE SO FAR

Life so far is nothing but work work & doing the responsiblities. Everyday is the same and am getting a lil bored of it. Dont really fancy my job actually after seing it, oberved it and done it! QS is nothing but "Quli Selamanya". That's the term i gave for it. No doubt, its a professional job.. Yeah, professional . Kuli professional in my perception. Smua qs, ya qs tok qs juak molah mpun jak smua... Is that my future gonna be like in 5 to 6 years to come?? being a kuli? 

I spend my time a lot, thinking of it.. since i dont wanna take my future lightly.. So i'm thinking of changing my course during dgree..hopefully i pass the diploma then changing the course. I mean, what for doing the job that we dont have passion in doing it?? Nothing but depression.

But being in construction industry, u dont complain of having NO LIFE, cuz ur life is the work u're doing. U dont mention about how less the time u spend on ur family and ur frens. That's the reality. 

Anyways, cut the crap. Im thinking of changing to be site supervisor, or construction manager. Something like less being instructed and more like giving instruction! =P Something that's no need to do the measuremnt lame kind of thing. Something that is more at the site than in the office. But my skin is to be sacrificed! Lol. Like seriously it happened. The chinese guy (eg: site officer,site eng.) in the office look so tanned. So instead of looking like Lee he turn to look more like ermm Raju?? lol. So am going to think wisely about it. Its not just about a job, but our own capability is to be measured. 'Mok jd doktor tp sains fail.' That's what i meant.

just for fun!

hey there... i been looking for some times to spend to update my blog, so tonite is the nite.. finally.heh..i even take a risk to stay up tonite just to update my blog though tomorrow i'll be working... what a sacrifice..lol

i bet u all know Hana Tajima kan kan? so unlucky me i just knw her few weeks ago i think, when one of my friends mentioned her name in twitter. and i asked who is this Hana Tajima people always talking about. Then i stalk her blog. I was so amazed to c her.. the person is as pretty as the name.. No wonder she's so famous.. She's one of a well known fashion designer and she's the one who chaged the trend of hair cover into something trendy and look fashionable. So u can boo me for being so fall behind. i dont mind..heheh

i feel bored tonite, so i thought why don't i try the Hana Tajima hair cover style.. and why not! just for fun! berdango is my current hobby, so apa lagik! these are the reults of my first trial!

tadaaaaa...

first trial, FAIL! hahah, i think most probably bcoz the shwl is too heavy.. not suitable for Hana Tajima style.. since we just moved in to new house, mum didnt bring all her tdung..so the choice of tudung is quite limited.. heh. i'll try again next time. *wink

 i saw this style from someone's blog.. not that difficult to manage.. but quite kamboh lah rupanya...

anyhow, i wont take a risk using that thick shwl to go to the street or anywhere outside my house that doesnt have aircond  to cool me cuz u'll suffer from the heat!

and this one, i made it myself! my own creation. lol. simple owhh? just nice.. hehe..

ok that's all... kelak berdango gk.. heheh... and sorry for the poor quality of the pictures.. i just took it using handphone..my camera was running out of battery and mls nak cas! hope u like em.. :D

Sucker Punch

Sucker Punch? oh i'm not sure how many times did i press the forward button.. and whats up with that part when she go to different world and having some kind of war but actually in the real world she is dancing?! i dont get it like seriouly... i dont get this whole point of story... i rather scratching my eyes than to watch it for the second time.. get me?

p/s: i just wasted my 5 ringgit buying the DVD when i shud be patient waiting my boyfriend to give the movie into my external :( *kedekut taik ****)

Green Lantern

G.L was ohsome ok! i dont get it some people said it was lame and so on.. To me its cool. No, not because the hero is green, which is one of my favourite colour heheh. It is different from other sciene fction movie and the superpower is not too cliche as their power just came from their imagination.. If they imagine a super big hammer as big as building, then it will come out from their hand.. But of course he need the magic ring and to be the chosen one.. 

Plus, who will get bored watching a hottie like Ryan Reynolds starring in this movie and featuring Blake Lively as the heroine! her acting never bored me and she is getting prettier! 

this is my favourite romantic scene.. when Hal confess his super power and give that green necklace to Carol.

Overall i like the storyline,full of suspend and unpredictable scene. and  next is Transformer 3 baby! can't wait to see Shia Labeouf! ^.^

It's true that

Life give us hope. Then people give us promises as if we still have another opportunity make us hold on to our hope.. But when they can't fulfil the promises given, it crash us and we are no longer hold on to that hope anymore thus end up with bigger disappointment...

So when people give us promises, dont confer too much hope cuz sometimes the promises are just a sweet lie..