Azam Tahun Baru

When I think about life, I always feel i'm a bad person.  I never satisfied with what I have done in life and I think I don't really satisfied my loved ones feeling, that is my family. Especially my Mum. It's not that I never care about them, of course I care & I love them so much cuz my family is my everything. I don't know why, but I never satisfied with what I have done with my Family. The main reason is, I never show them how much I love and care lot about them. I'm not the type to express my feelings with my family. and and, myb slalu xdgr kata,degil n byk mlawan kata..I feel bad lah.. But am in the process of being a good daughter to my Mum and am trying my best. Plus, I will never know when my life is going to end. Myb soon, who knows. By that time, I hope I have done my job of being a good daughter and a loving sister. The things that i'm afraid in life is losing my family, but to never satisfied their feeling is what am afraid the most! My azam for next year and so on is to always satisfy my loved ones' feeling then I can die and rest in peace..

this is my lazy post

hello there long time no c oh i'm so lazy to blog lately cuz i'm bz and fyi, i didn't jog for a week u knw! i wonder how much fats did i gain now i know i'm being rude to myself  i'm too tired and have no time for myself uwaaaa~ 

p/s: i'm also bz spending time worried about my result that will come out soon oh my i really hope i get 3 pointer above i really study hard for this semester if i dont get 3 pointer i will cry till my tears dry itself i promise. huhu pliz 3.+ for this sem dear God! 

Truth Hurts

I just realize that my teenager's life is over as I hold this huge responsibilities at this young age. Actually I'm not ready yet and I'm weak. I'm just like any other teenagers who are eager to have fun in life and do whatever we want!  But I must accept the fact that I can't run from this responsibilities or else Dad must be disappointed looking at me from above. I know that truth hurts. My teenager's life is over now, that's the truth. I'm not lucky as any other teens but this is the fate. I got to accept it with an open heart though I have to sacrifice a lot =(