it's makeover time! :D

Hello everyone, and i hope it's not too late to wish all muslims Happy Ramadhan! alhamdulillah we meet again in this very noble month and may this Ramadhan bring us all blessing..

Anyways, i've been wanting to post my makeover photos long time ago and finally today i decided to post this picture to show you all. Finally! 

These are all my collection of makeover photos. (sori xda muka org lain..hehe) Enjoy.

This is my aunty.. Tq sbb sudi jd model sekejap. Hehe

This is me.. Sorry for the poor quality of picture.

This is me again.. Smokey eyes!

and me again..

  That's all.. next time i'm going to update new photos of my makeover session.. hopefully        
   ada org sudi mok jadi model k hias.. Hehe..            

For you I will

To be honest I never fall as hard as this. I never really into someone like this before. You're so special. The way u look at me and when u smile.. I'm going crazier.. But most of all, I love being around u.. I just love everything about you I don't know why..
Even if I don't know how far this will go, I'm going to wait for you.. Cuz if you really love someone, waiting for him feels worth it. For you I will.. <3

situation 1

am going to study after this. wait lah, lets just surf internet FOR A WHILE. 3 hours later, i better start study now.. ohhh no, too sleepy, i shud study tomorrow..this goes on and on until the exam nite. only then i'll start to study...

p/s: BERUBAHLAH WAHAI DIRI SENDIRI!

this is a confession i got to tell ya

im in love, yup im in love again! this time i really really really like this guy.. i wish he know how i feel.. cuz this feeling i kept inside, feels like it's going to explode anytime.. yeahhh sakit nya memendam perasaan.. *cheh*
it's true, 'the longer u hide ur feeling for sumone, the more u fall for them' - will smith. but still im a coward for hiding my feelings. 


To that someone, name start with letter A and end with letter I, I LIKE U SO MUCH! 


p/s: u know this is really a secret confession when i have to post it in my blog! =p ...and i rather shoot myself rite at my head if u read this. kbye.

Happy New Year 2012

I'll make this short. Azam tahun baru mok size sluar jean 27! Sapa tauk tahun tok blh jadi kurus!! Lejuk nengar asl nemu aunty msti mdh 'gemok na ktk sha'. This year mok dgr cdak mdh mcm tok gk "kurus dh ktk sha". HaHa! So let's accept the challenge! Hehe..

hell-oooooo!

well hellooooo! it's been a long time since my last update rite? huhu well,let's get used to it since i made up my mind no matter how bz i am, i won't delete my blog cuz i syg this blog so much. *wink* i will update it whenever i want though it took a lot of time to update new post since i'm bz haha. i wonder like how other people like students can update their blogs everynite?! how did they do that?? like they don't sleep?? k nuff said.

since my twitter doesn't have privacy anymore cuz i follow so many cousins, close friends so it feels like i'm not that open to expose my feeling there anymore. so my last choice is blog! i need u rite now as my punching bag. hahhhhhh.. hehe. fb?? ohhh dh dianak tirikan juak.. just post gambar and check in.. nothing personal there anymore!

well rite now i'm so mad at him while doing my assignments and i cannot focus bcoz of this stupid thing running in my mind! it's  like we're not couple but we fight like we're in a relationship.. boy i'm tired.. we can't confess each other's feeling becoz ahmmmm... the boundary between us that i can't tell.. this boundary that sometimes keep us distance and this fight is not worth it coz i know that we don't belong to each other. i know he knew it so am i..  i need to move on.. God pliz give me the stregth.. i wanna be happy.. this happy feeling with him it's just temporary and fantasy.. it's not real. wake up!! *facepalm!*

p/s: now i can focus on my assignments! thx for being a great listener dear blog! muah.

LIFE SO FAR

Life so far is nothing but work work & doing the responsiblities. Everyday is the same and am getting a lil bored of it. Dont really fancy my job actually after seing it, oberved it and done it! QS is nothing but "Quli Selamanya". That's the term i gave for it. No doubt, its a professional job.. Yeah, professional . Kuli professional in my perception. Smua qs, ya qs tok qs juak molah mpun jak smua... Is that my future gonna be like in 5 to 6 years to come?? being a kuli? 

I spend my time a lot, thinking of it.. since i dont wanna take my future lightly.. So i'm thinking of changing my course during dgree..hopefully i pass the diploma then changing the course. I mean, what for doing the job that we dont have passion in doing it?? Nothing but depression.

But being in construction industry, u dont complain of having NO LIFE, cuz ur life is the work u're doing. U dont mention about how less the time u spend on ur family and ur frens. That's the reality. 

Anyways, cut the crap. Im thinking of changing to be site supervisor, or construction manager. Something like less being instructed and more like giving instruction! =P Something that's no need to do the measuremnt lame kind of thing. Something that is more at the site than in the office. But my skin is to be sacrificed! Lol. Like seriously it happened. The chinese guy (eg: site officer,site eng.) in the office look so tanned. So instead of looking like Lee he turn to look more like ermm Raju?? lol. So am going to think wisely about it. Its not just about a job, but our own capability is to be measured. 'Mok jd doktor tp sains fail.' That's what i meant.